dumb, dumb, dumb. dumbo!

2010-03-11T18:48:00.005+08:00

No, you'll never walk alone.

Dang, it's like 1,2,3....7 months since I've posted. Big deal. Perhaps i shall move to somewhere. Haven't thought about it yet. Maybe word press? Tumblr too cheem, i don't know how to use. Think after the O's la. School has been hectic everyday, homework's are piling up like the money in XXX bank. Just got back common test results. All in doubles. The As, Cs, Fs. Not very nice, really. But i did improve i guess. What's with the 4 F9s last time la yanling?!

Going off now, hopefully we'll meet again next time !

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I really don't know what to say. But at least i shall post something cos I'm not sure if the next post will be like 1,2,3...7 or more months later.

Love,
yanling

2009-09-12T23:33:00.001+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT !

What can i say ? It's freaking amazing !

2009-09-03T22:39:00.001+08:00

cornetto chocolate mcflurryyyy, come to meeeeeeeeeeeee !

My voice seems to become softer. I don't shout like i used to ? Ahh crap.
Poor tooth though
*sobs*

2009-08-08T10:33:00.003+08:00

Nenek Keropok is on FB !
cool or what ?!

what more can i say.

2009-07-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

Oral today went *wooooh* ; indescribable

Upcoming events :

COMMON TEST 2 !!!

*faints*

Alright, i'll keep on running.
Maybe i'd run faster,

so i could chase up with lessons

love

y a n l i n g

2009-07-09T21:35:00.001+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE'S LIKE SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO CATCH UP !

OH MY GOD ! MATH :(

2009-07-02T16:34:00.009+08:00

AYG WAS SUPERBBBB ! !

Yesterday's AYG was freaking fun! Afternoon shift so shiok can, cos don't have to wake up at 5am in th morning. Haha. Then met up with ayuni, shar and emirul went sch to get hws and hand in report book stuffs. OMG ! I missed all my friends uh !!!! Then we head to Swissotel for shift and had a lil %#&$% with Janice. HAHA It was so funny to see Elis and co scold her. LOL, *sarawak boy *It was freaking great cos we get to play Wii, xbox 360, table soccer and internet. Better still, can interact with atheletes ! Then there's this guy from Nepal which is 2 metre talll and hot! Played with him table soccer ! I won, LOL ! And he asked for my email, wahahaha ! *melting sia* Met two friends from Naval Base Sec. th M&Ms, Michelle and Melissa. All of us tgt like siao liddat !

Today was morning shift so needa reach swissotel at 7am. =.= Then went to breakfast and then duty and stuff. And guess what that hot nepal guy, SAGAR came. LOL, this time with his basketball mates. All freaking hot can?! Played with him Wii - tennis and he won. LOL. His friend, tshering, damn tall also but he 14 years old !! Crap. Worse still, he one pocket iphone, th other itouch or something. Chat with him for really long. He also told me that s'pore branded shorts cost S$80 and he find it really cheap. =.= He ask for my msn and fb :D Went lunch and saw th nepal guys again. They are going out for their match against Korea. Too bad they lost :( *sobs sobs* Anyway he promised me he would come to the games lounge tmrw evening! Hopefully they win Qatar tmrw ! (:

HAHA! i know i'm getting a little crappy here. I'll post the pictures freaking sooooon ! ! !

cheerios :D

love

y a n l i n g

2009-06-26T13:49:00.002+08:00

hello,

I just finished watching Lan Qiu Huo aka hot shot. It took me three days for the 24 episode series and hell the ending was freaking lousy can ?! What a waste of time ! But at least i still get to see Jerry Yan. HAHAHA ! Okay, so holidays are coming to an end. And there's still AYG to go so, probably i don't have to go to school which means don't needa hand in homeworks which means don't need to do ! LALALALALALA ~ I'm estatic.

love
y a n l i n g

2009-06-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

My weakest point ? Being left without an answer.

I freaking boreddd ! I need ice-cream, lazy to walk to th fridge. I need oreos, lazy to walk to th kitchen. Ohh bother. Greatest news people ! I've finished watching Boys Over Flowers and now, i bummed with no shows :( Worst still, i've fell head over heels for Lee Min Ho ! Hawtt to th MAXX ! *sweats* Went to sch to get th AYG shirts. 3 shirts but no pants :( Darn. Lastly, i've th urge of levi's sneakers. Ohh Dear =/

Awesome, i lost all my holiday homework !

thank god i've done none.

2009-05-08T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hey, i'll be away for longgggg. Tooo longgggg (to be exact).
Well, exams are here (partly th reason)

AND

I'm MOVING !

(to somewhere, somehow)

I'm not gonna say, just ask from me :D

& I'm not deleting this blog for keepsaking !

Lastly, Happy one year old bloggie (:

with love
y a n l i n g

2009-04-27T19:53:00.002+08:00

short update ^^

Ytd movie-ed with classmates and i saw SANDRA and ABBY ! OMFG ! Its like 123456789 years since i last seen them. Gave them a big big bear hug :DDDDD God, i'm missing them. So sat beside sandra and while others were crying, we were laughing like @#$%& !!!! HAHA ! So dinner-ed at pastamania ! AGAIN uh damien ? This time eat more glam luhh, unlike last time :P Home-ed and sherman almost lost his wallet and i waited to pass back to him. Inside got effing 134 dollars! =.= Ohh, and i saw this woman ytd at arcade w/ damien n ced n sher playing th scoop thing and she got like 600 dollars in th card ! OMFG ! HAHAAH!

"My mission is to become a housewife in hougang. " - Army Daze

Army Daze rockkkkkks ! :D I laugh till i nearly went crazyyyyy !

with love ,

y a n l i n g

2009-04-22T20:53:00.000+08:00

always hurts eyh ?

Great day to start of with math, social studies and still math teacher present. Worst, it was scorching hot and i was effing dehydrated. Damn, sometimes i do wonder if th sun needs to work overtime or what ?! On th contrary, had geog lesson in commie lab ! Better still, sneak roti john and devoured it blissfully while talking th hell out in msn. Well, such happiness doesn't last and srp ended. For once i'm damn sad to leave LEEcube class.

Ohh and I'm in need of happy pills. I've ran out of correction tape to do any homeworks or rather i've lost it. And then i've ran out th mood for it. I think my love for my passions are starting to drain away really quickly. I don't feel like doing anything right now but to just curl up in bed and wake up having to know that all of these are just nightmares. And that i can just forget about every wrong decision i've made, every bad mistake i create. In fact i want to sleep a happy girl tonight. I believe that all of these are just a bad dream. Hell, wake me up someone. Then keep me awake !

I swear i'll screw photoshop tmrw! And the whatever test i'm having =) Lastly, Bayonet Tongues are coooool shits !

Love
Y A N L I N G

2009-04-20T21:14:00.002+08:00

w'sup, ass !

I've got loaddddds & loadddddds of homeworks! Too much till i can't do em seriously. Did NAFA today and it wasn't that bad. But it wasn't good as i pull my knee muscle which left me limping back to class. Man, it hurts really. Till th extend that th moment i went home , i slept all th way till dinner cos i couldn't bother to step out off th bed. Forgetting those homeworks, tests, teachers, lessons, stress. Dang, if only that was possible which is so not. Does it really matter ? Period. And i decided not to do it anyway. Well, maybe one or two, questions i mean. Yea, so was really tireddd and for effing god-sake there's still social studies srp. It seriously made me blew my top and i bet my friends never seen me so pissed before. And did chem with bimbos and sherman. I'm glad, really. Even if we didn't do much chemistry, at least we did dirty talk (inside joke) uh ?! Ohh, and had sandwiches. And Mr Sim, speak to me in malay today =.=

Breathless ; shayne ward

If our love was a storybook

we would meet on th very first page

The last chapter would be about

how i'm thankful for th love we've made.

2009-04-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

School is like ohsosucky these few days, only guitar practises w/ co cheers me up :D Haha no luhh, my bimbos and friends also uh ! School was like superbbbbbbbb boring ! Okay, i'll post something proper tmrw. Promise.

I'm gonna do homework/study/revising now.
But sleeping seems like a better choice to me :D
ha (pause) ha. Not Funny.

dumbthing, oink !
tht's pig language

2009-04-09T16:31:00.007+08:00

Finally a long weekend.

Yes, long but busy. First things first, to th overwhelming people who cares ! I am so thankful, losses and gains. I can't name them all, but i'd like to say a chunk of thanks to my darling classmates, friends and family. I've been busy like MOFOGOD everyday. Preparing for speech day and so on. Well, speech day was here finally. Was last minute informed to do ushering ytd, so reach sch at 6 plus. Then fall in at 7:00am and was scolded by Mr Bathiar cos we were late. In fact, everyone was scolded. So, did ushering duties with atiqah, narissa, nava, gurvinder, joel, weijun and some others. Sorry i can't rmbr all your names, but it was sure fun having all of ya :D And i taught them a " game"; whenever anyone walk pass, we'll say good morning sir/mdm, welcome to th sch of achievers. It's lame i know, but all of us had so much laughter in it. Okay, after th GOH and so on came, went back with ellie to our seats. After a long speech by both GOH and Mr Yeo, we went for prize presentation. Was kidding with rainy cos he was nervous. He wanted to tell th GOH to "rock on" =.= Aft tht, home-ed and slept and blahh blahh. Come to think of it, th weather has been really hot these days. Gonna have fever soon, but before that, i'm alrd down with flu and a sprain on my feet. So much of patheticism, but no. Furthermore i'll be really busy this weekend. Going cycling and swimming tmrw wif family at ECP. Then sat, En-mazing race 7am at Vivocity until 7pm then dinnering with co (: It's gonna be a hell lot of peepos yo &&& i wanna eat pizza hut ! And most imptly, good luck to all srs groups. Let's bring this sch some honour :D Sunday will be going to pray "mom-side " ancestors. And i'm left with a lot of homeworks. *claps claps* Damn.

Would you, yes, the one reading this,

err err...help err..me do...err..some..some..err...homeworks... ??

If possible, all would be nice :D

I wish somebody would hear me scream

And take the scream away from me

2009-04-03T21:58:00.004+08:00

PREFECTS INVESTITURE 2009 WAS A BLAST !

Special thanks to all those lovelies who cheered for me yaww ! That was loud eyh ! (:
&& NOT FORGETTING ALL THE WONDERFUL PREFECTS THAT MAKE IT POSSIBLE !

2009-03-31T22:49:00.002+08:00

My wireless is giving me damning problems. Okay, hell to it yeah. This few days was really okay, unlike last week. Maybe cos lesser homeworks ? haha. Alrights, started my duty today. As ? Standing at th backgate like security guard. Lols. Leg ache can ?! Worst, reach sch before 6.40am. ha (pause) ha.Then was English and we started making our kite. Me, ayuni, haz. With no materials at all, not even one. I think we did th nicest. haha *brag brag* Okay, luhh. With th help of Mr Imran uh. Hahas, he came in during math. Lols, ain't no bitch nor bimbo uh cikgu ! And And And, i rmbr-ed scaring ayuni wif th fake spider. Lols, in th end haz freaked out too. So, finished th kite and went back. haha. For once. But i reach home at four plus. Tmrw's scheduled gonna be darn packed. With, physical test, P.I. rehearsal, backgate duty. tireddddddd :((((

bimbobitch ! :D

2009-03-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

*Aching*

I'm so freakinggggg tired right now. It's almost midnight and i still needa do th ss project. Gahhh ! Anyway, i did another cos i think cedric's and co didn't make it quite relevant to th point. Haha. So gonna ask LEEcube tmrw. I'm confident in mine though ! =.= Currently asking th dumbthing to help me see how's it and he doesn't have M.ppt. So, gotta PrtSc him. LOL ! for god sake, go d/l one please. Still say i aunty, dumbass ! Okay, i'm gonna slp now. If not tmrw late, then hallelujah ! :D

I'm so not running tmrw's 2.4 man !

2009-03-27T21:28:00.002+08:00

Fly this with me, won't you ?

I'm mofo-ed packed !

My next week schedule !

Monday - Prefect's Investiture Rehearsal
Tuesday - Social Studies project
Wednesday - Prefect's Investiture Rehearsal
Thursday - Speech Day Rehearsal
Friday - Prefect's Investiture
Saturday - En-mazing race briefing

I just hope I'll handle them well. Well, It's been really hectic these few days. I've been going home at around 6pm everyday. Next week ? hah ! even worse. Anyway, Mr Sim has appointed me prefect and I'll be starting duties from next Monday onwards. Cooperate with me yea ? Then there's th speech day thingy going on. Just go up th damn stage to take ONE prize that doesn't even last for ONE minute and you must be present for th entire ceremony for 2 hours. Damning ! Then Mr Ng wants me for the letter for guitar. It's like wherever i go, I'd see him and then he will be like telling me " blah blah blah". Change to something new for once, for god sake ! I don't wanna be hearing you telling me pathetic things about why Ms Tan is too tired, so he'll be th bad person to close down guitar club. Then he got for me th attendance and how he rush here and there and putting his job at stake. So it's a favour thing uh ? I can't help if no one wants to write th letter right ? Some just talk soooo much then in th end do nothing at all. And i'm like th one getting blame this and that. Some even say, i'm not informed. Don't know how to ask uh ? Your mother born you with a mouth for what ? Please luhh, i'm not th chairman or anything. Don't just keep pushing all th responsibilities to me can ?! Some others so eager about th club then stress them luhh. It's not as if GC is so popular, then how can you blame that nobody wants to join or go. Sit at th music corner play guitar, then those who got srp how ? Helloooo, i'm not th chairperson ! Suvin is still alive and kicking ! He should be responsible right ? He should find those seniors to do th same things right? Just because they are sec 4 they needa bother bout their Os doesn't mean we don't have to bother bout our studies. Wth man. Tell you what, i'm gonna just give th letter and wash my hands off. Fuck ! Alrights, enough of these shits. So i've did th project by myself cos nana's info are mostly wrong. Finished at morning can ?! Then there's still math to be done. Suckas. Ohh, and eng compre, eng project, eng project pt2.* Claps Claps * Now my only wish was to sleeeeeeep ! Speech day rehearsal's was today and thus, missed my fish & co lunch with mom. *cries* Th rehearsal was god damn boring and there, they'll teach you to bow, step here, step there. Lef at 4 plus just arnd th time mom left F&C, so waited for her at th bus stop. Chatted wif lionel and ben at th bus stop too. Left, home-ed, late lunch at 5 pm ? Dinner luhh sia. And then i'm stucked here with all these. Hey, i want to sleep ! :(

I understood it wasn't going to happen.

2009-03-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

Hey dudes && dudettes !

Ooooh, have been mia-ing for sometime. Well, so have you alrights ?! School is so goddamn packed with projects, srps, homeworks and activities. I'm like goddamn packed for th whole week including sunday. Anyway, i've been to th food fair at suntec. It's peanuts compared to th IT show okay?! Th IT show you'll still needa queue up outside cos there's too much people. Well, really damn th food fair man, so many things to eat. Lessons today were tooooo boring. Slept awhile in all of th lessons. How nice (: Ohh, and i improved in my 2.4km today *prouds* by 10 secs. =.=

I'll post more another day. Needa rush my research, report and homeworks. SIANSXZ !

Bye BitchFaces *muackks*

2009-03-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Someone ! Send me "Colin Raye's - Love, me " please...................... *pouts*

I'm strumming th guitar like crazy, LOL ! Been playing it th moment i reach home, after dinner and till now. Makes me wanna go play again. Okay, bye !

; If you get there before i do, don't give up on me.

2009-03-13T18:41:00.007+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to me ! :D

Okay, its like so long since i've post. Lazyyyy ! Haha. Today was photo taking day ! 3eB rock uhhh (: haha. Assembly was not so boring wif mama, benetton and lionel around. Anyw, guys can really get so horny. LOL ! So had a "spotcheck" of th guys wallet. In the end, took ben's scout badge, 20 bucks, ajisen membercard, and EZ link. Gave back his EZ link though; he needa take bus ma. LOLS ! So they jio us go play pool and met up wif em in kovan at 1.30pm. Both were late =.= Pool-ed! Tack-team wif ben for both round. He's th consultant anyw. Funny please ! Won th first, lost th other. Hey ! I've improved ya kno ! (: Then join them for late lunch. One kway teow, th other bee hoon. sy and i didn't eat, drink ribena instead. Thanks ben for th treat of drinks (: bus-ed back wif ben while sy and lionel took mrt. And now, i'm hungry :(

Ohh, it's friday the 13th ! *wide eyes*

Pics ! haha !

Pool wif mama, ben and lionel !

Mama(s) (:

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Lionel & Me & Ben

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Th scout's scarf ! Fits me alot lor ><

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Lionel's supersize jacket on shuying !

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As we begin th game !

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Lionel is damn serious please !

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Stupid faces =.=

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Pai kia (S)

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Ben's egg, *as he slowly devours* LOL !

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Lionel look kinda ermm.. FUNNY !

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Unglam way of eating ! *shakes head*

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Emo shit ! :D

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They were really hungry, i think.

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They brought their large bags here, but went home in th end cos they forgot to bring these and that. Lols ! Good Luck for Job week and Camp (:

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Cool yaww ?!?!

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My Largeeeee teddy (:

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Library Pics wif girlfs (:

Classic eyh ?

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Random =.=

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She's yummy, i tell you.

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Mama(S) :D

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QingAiDe's :D

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I LOVE MY GIRLFS (:

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LOVELIES (:

2009-03-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

Kept my word and posted this for shuying. But somehow looking back at this, it reminds me of my past. I'm glad that you've found a greater goal or person and I'm living my life off happily. Girl, sadness flies away in th wings of time. Memories are th best souvenirs.

It takes 3 seconds to say "I love you," 3 minutes to explain it, 3 hours to demonstrate it, 3 days to appreciate it, & a lifetime to prove it. Watching you from a distance, afraid to get too close, hoping that you'd realize who loved you th most. But unless you open your eyes to th one who's always there. The test of true love is having all th things go wrong but still having a special way to love despite all th wrong things that may happen. Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." Its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. Love until it hurts, and when it hurts, love some more. And when it hurts some more, love even more, and when it hurts even more, love until it hurts no more. Love is th extremely difficult realization that someone other than oneself is real. You can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to th person to realize your worth. Love is a commitment, not a feeling. Romance is not love. If I love you because you're beautiful, that's romance. But if you're beautiful because I love you, that's love. Never take love for granted because th best thing in this world is knowing that you are loved. So if you have someone special, hold that person close to your heart. When we are in love, we often doubt that which we most believe. Love knows no reason, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but does not mind. What lips hide, the eyes reveal. People say "I love you" just for the sake of saying it, some just for pity, & some because they promised. When you think real hard, the people who find it so hard to say are usually th ones who mean it. Love is everything its cracked up to be. Its worth waiting for, worth being brave for, and you know what? If you don't risk anything, you risk even more. What is love? Those who don't like it call it a responsibility, those who play with it call it a game, those who don't have it call it a dream, those who love call it a destiny. In times of darkness, love sees. In times of silence, love hears. In times of doubt, love hopes. In times of sorrow, love heals. And in all times, love starts within yourself. Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized. But in th end always found with no regrets, forever valued, kept and treasured. Whenever, wherever, if you are meant to be for each other, love will be there. You don't need to search for love, love will find you.There you go, again, don't know anything, don't care. Cant you see in my eyes? I'm not hurting, i don't need you, Impossible. I forgot all your love. I'm not gonna expect again. Impossible, i can't understand you, can't you understand? Don't ask, just hear what my heart says, in your heart. Your the only one, in my heart. In my mind, in my recall. Day or night, I'm not thinking of you, even for only a second. IMPOSSIBLE.

eh mama, sometimes we lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us more than we can. Maybe th day is coming, when you're finally able to let him go. You got many suitors wad...like th start wif " I " one. EEEEEK ! Laughs. Okay, except him. So no need to feel so sad okay ? And if time can't cure you, your girlfs can (: So much love babe !

For once, i'm talking sense :D

2009-03-02T19:27:00.002+08:00

The weather today DAMN POWER !

My undying love for the rain, undying love your mom :D

kinda long since i've posted. Nothing much really. Nana came to my house on fri, she was shocked at how much soft toys, esp teddies i had. LOL. I don't mind if anyone wanna add to my collection. Went for th leadership course. Ain't that bad. Learnt something at least. Play somekind of bomb game. Red indian rock ur dragonballs! There was also this sell/buy game. Volunteered to become th seller. Sold 8.9k, hahaha. But second, lost to someone. Instead of asking them to buy, i forced them to buy. zzz. Aft tht, planned for cca and how to improved it. Course ended and head to compass wif nana and jovan for dinner. Then tot of some child planner thingy. (inside thang) Went to watch 9.30pm movie at tampines. "Marley and Me" Not bad seriously but i prefer th book. Anyw, i've figured out someth. No matter where you are, in s'pore or US, vet will always say th same thang. "Your dog is old, there's really nothing much we can do. " So reached home at 11 plus 12am liddat. Saturday went wif family to pray ah ma, then go here and there and went back ah gong hse. My nephew damn cute, i tell you ! Asked why he dump this girl and his replied was " cos th girl don't want me." He is three years old anyway. Lols. And i eaten quite alot also. Damn ! Sunday hasn't been tht much. Didn't went swimming due to th weather. So slack at home and sleep. Today was almost late. Didn't ran PE, claiming i had cramps. Ended up playing frisbee afterwards with Fitrah and Weeky. Weeky must have been a dog in his last life man. He can play frisbee like a dog. haha, no offense uh shorty ! Think there's a dog chasing after Damien during th run. He ran 10 mins plus, like wth siakk ! Today was drawing spongebob day. Lols, started drawing on everyth tht i had my eyes laid on. Then again, it was also sebok(mean kaypoh in malay) day, refering to Amilia. Laughs. Chem was greaaaat ! Passed with floating colours. Lols ! 50/ 100, eh at least pass what ! Then recess-lessons-lessons, and finally VE. Was suppose to play th guitar for Shermaine but ended up playing shit. Nevermind luhh, she doesn't know how to appreciate either. haha, jk eh pretty. Then Mr Goh sang yue liang dai biao wo de xin. Me and Damien laugh like mad, i tell you ! His voice low then high then dunno wad. Step cute bodoh ! Lunched, had roti john wif girlfs. There's this sec two guy, damn gentleman, one help us buy. Think his name call Bryan. Lols, he looks alot like tin-tin (justin). Anyway, went for cca. Timothy came today ! Learnt Save You by Simple Plan, Lovebug by Jonas Brothers, I'm Yours by jason Mraz. I tell you, Save You was like so damn niceeee ! Esp when i sing, haha. Eh, yyj called me, shuying and guan yu as yanling's choir kay ! And Guan Yu's voice rock ur balls seyh, *really* So before guitar end today, Yun Xuan played th piano. So nice luuhh ! *envy* I think he play An Jing by Jay Chou i will cry siakk. haha. So walked with shuying to bus stop. Chat like ohwhatsoever. She says she love me (in her LJ ). Haha, i love my bitch too (: Bus-ed back with nana and jovan. Homeee Sweeeet homeeee !

I'll post my results tmrw. Wait, do ya wanna know ?

don't be sebok luhhh

Anyw, these are somethings tht gotten me into posting that long.

1. I scored 20/40 for chem. For once, i've passed. All three sciences i mean. *jumps up n down*

2. I've got an advance teddy from all my cuz. It's superbbbb gigantic, i tell you !

3. I'm an aunt again. Cuz's wife gave birth to a boy on friday. She's 21.

4. Can't think of any. * hysterical *

admiration baby ! :D

2009-02-25T19:50:00.003+08:00

Last night was th most painful day of my life, other than ah ma’s dismiss, i think this is th worst night in my 15 years . honey came to me, leaned on me and cried. The vet said old dogs are very faithful and in fact she is ancient already. She will not give up despite her pain because she can't bear to leave us.

The process of letting go is really so tough. The thought of not having you by my side anymore really send tears running down. I cant bear to lose you. But knowing that you are in pain, what can i do to relieve you of the pain?

Seems like PTS was the only choice. Go on honey, sleeeeeep. I know this will be long, you will not wake up. But it was tough fight you've had to overcome. Too tough it is.

Today is dedicated to honey ~ to grieve for her. I cant help but feel I have lost something so dear to me. I know some people might feel that its just a dog, or why is she so sad over a dog.

But honey isn't just a dog, she is everything. she is like Marley, a destroyer; destroy all the furniture's. my teachers scolded me for soggy exercise books, insisting that i played in the rain. when it was she who chewed on my exercise book.

but yet, when i was so down so down, she was the only one who accompanied me through the toughest and darkest moment, licking up all my tears, keeping me busy by sayanging her. I miss touching her, really miss her.

Honey, go find Ah ma, jia jia and darling. You will not be alone ok? i will tell Ah ma to treat you better. We will meet one day again, i know. Thanks for all the laughter and joy you have brought to us.

Rest in peace LOVE.

2009-02-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

I'm tired. So tired of going through all this shits. Its been either failing all my common tests or just a borderline mark which seriously suck fxuking balls. I dont know why shits dont enter my thick skull. why can't i be intelligent like everyone else? Damn it !

Interesting facts that i discovered:

#1. Licking a stamp burns 10 calories

#2. A one-minute kiss burns 26 calories

#3. Frowning burns more calories then smiling

#4. You burn 20 calories an hour chewing gum

#5. Pigs get sunburn

bya(:

1140 :D

2009-02-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

CHECK THIS OUT PEEEPOS ! Be patient aites ? Determination won't let ya down ! :D

BOOMBOX from Ely Kim on Vimeo.

Cooooool, yea ? So hip-hippie !

nights gummehs (:

2009-02-19T21:02:00.002+08:00

RAMBUUUUUTANS !

Math almost drooooooooooooove me crazehh ! Woke up at 2am today and slept at 3am. Reason ? Can't slp cos i'm having this feeling of not studying enough. LOL ! This is what happens to E math, how bout A math then. Okay, supposedly th killer paper didn't killed me. Instead i killed it :D Helloooo ! I did almost 3 goddamn hours of practice before th test alrights? BUT i don't know how to do four ques. Nvm, i'm still happpy. HAHA ! Enough, it left me smiliing th rest of th day. Anyway, benetton aka EMO SHIT gonna treat me n shuying if he did NOT score full marks for today's E math test. Must state clearly. LOLS ! Feeling abit high, overdose of chocos. Okay, so gonnnna unfold my skirt. I don't see any difference but bathiar has his own view. I don't mind wearing th longggg longggg grandmommy skirt. I would loooook so different, sooooo grandmother. How's that ?

CLASSIC OHKAY ! :D

2009-02-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

It hurts me to see you smile,

It makes you smile to see me hurt.

enjoy

2009-02-15T22:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

peepos !

I'll post today, ytd and th day before. Too busy tht's why.

130209 Friday

V'day eve ! School was as usual, had mother tongue exams. Suck-ed like hell, copy 4 mcq from wuwen. hahs, aft sch went over to clarke quay. Told em go marina square they dun wan. Became tour guide of th day. Lunch-ed at Liang Court, macs. I had my fillet o' fish (: Didn't had my ice-cream though, too full i guess. Then saw ppl playing th bungy, weather damn hot. Train-ed back, slacked at hgm.

Ohh and thanks ayunie, hazirah, amilia and weineng for the prezzies (:

140209 Saturday

V'day (: Went sch, bought toberlone last min. At sch give out. Thankyou she-man (sherman), fitrah and Mr Lee for all those chocos and lolies ! Lessons ended, home-ed and bath. Met-up wif secksies, train-ed to clarke quay ( again) to watch some gig. FTF !! facethfactcrew. Then train-ed back went wif uncle, cuz and co to kite flying at anchorvale there. Oooh, i saw a heart kite, ultra gigantic and sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet seyh. Awww. Haha, anyw, went back grandpa hse, dinner-ed and went bowling cum pool at orchird country club. Then, off-road, butt pain. home-ed

150209 Sunday

Woke up late, went swimming. Hand, leg, whole body ache. Wonder how am i gonna run PE tmrw. Tired seyhhhhh ! Haha, but i will run. Yes, i will. Okay, maybe. Haha (:

Pictures for vday and learning journey up soooooooooooooooon ! (:

(if only i wasn't tht lazy )

Tell me you'll still be no.1 tmrw ! (:

2009-02-12T18:21:00.002+08:00

bom-chiakkk !

I'm so exhausted man. Common test is coming up, I'm still don't have a slightest bit of confidence for Amath, Math, Chem, Eng, Geog, and social studies. Perhaps, ALL. So, before i receive back those pathetic results, I'd better regret and start studying/ revising. I wonder if i can catch up, or maybe I'm just slacking too much. I'm already spending alot of time at home, mostly sleeping. And I've got 5 stores this month to work on, that means 90 bucks. Holla (: Gonna save up for this half a year and splurge on a sch-bag, wallet, new cam and phone. Hopefully dad n mom will help me for th last two. hahas. Today was kind of unlucky. Some ass from 3eC phone rang and doesn't dare to admit, sabo th people arnd th area kena spot check. Scarrrrry man. Thank goodness tht guy is th first one so his phone kena confiscate and th rest of us were release. Don't kno if gonna bring phone tmrw, risky seyh. Worst, Faezah will touch here and there. Lessons weren't much. Bio cher not here, didn't sleep and did math, or copy from Damien, aiya at least got do. 4 periods math seyh, thankfully cher nag almost most of th time, if not confm slp. Sch ended, went home (:

I'm having headacheeeeeeee :( *its hurting*

Have you ever lost someone you love

and wanted one more conversation,

one more chance to make up for th

time when you thought they would be

here forever? If so,then you know you

can go your whole life collecting days,

and none will outweigh the one

you wish you had back.

What if you got it back ?

2009-02-11T20:28:00.002+08:00

What Brat !

Just freak out, let it go

2009-02-09T18:56:00.002+08:00

Summary !

1. I brought my chicken pox monster to sch today.

2. Didn't ran pe today and gave a stupid excuse.

3. Was awed by someone!

4. Got a perfect 10 in chem test. Full marks was 39.

5. Went too hyper during VE.

6. Aft sch went wif nana n shuying to hgm.

7. head to cp wif nana n bought a choco bar.

8. After choco bar, headache got worst.

9. Saw crystal n her boyf jerome. They were tgt for 3 years alrd.

10. I'm gonna be a prefect. Waiting for cher's recommendation letter. ( i'm not kiddin u )

I wanna be th smile you put on your face

2009-02-08T15:25:00.002+08:00

Hey sunshines,

I'm doing homework, can you believe it? No ? Okay, I don't believe myself either. I tell you, 11 homeworks. Not one done. Claps ! So mission for th day, " get myself into homework mood". Ohh and i changed my blog song. It's by red jumpsuit apparatus. Part of it is acoustic tht's why i love it. Randommy.

Cramps suck-edddd balls.

And i had mini cornetto, cookies n cream ytd (:

2009-02-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

I shall update on th day before, ytd and today.

060209; Friday

School as you can see was mofo-ed boring. Had Amath test, gone case. Idk how to do, not even one question. Claps ! Mr lee went siao during physics cos sharifah was adjusting her watch. He scream at th top of his lungs, no wonder he has such a weird voice. Assembly was too boring, but mayb not for th guys. Somekind of ballet thing from s'pore dance theatre. Aft th guy lift th girl up and accidentaly ooopps.... Benetton told me he wanna join ballet. LOL ! So obscene =/

050209;Thursday

It's flu and 3 test day. Emath was soooooo *idk wad to say*. But i'm sure i'll confm fail. Not even th slightest bit of confidence eh. Waste my fulscap somemore. Hmt was not tht bad, but nearly do until slp cos aircon too comfy le. Chem uh, haiyo. A one hour paper and i took 30 mins deco-ing my periodic table with stars and shapes n blah blah blah. Didn't do 5 ques seyh. Aft test discuss answ wif sherman, damien n fitrah. At least got 3 1/2 mark. *Happy*

040209; wednesday.

Geog test, not tht bad. Was discussing answ wif zatil, nana, benetton. Zatil bloody noisy seyh. Then aft sch went to Learning Journey. Hmm, wasn't tht bad. Shot loads of th pics but ain't wif me. So mayb i'll post up next time. && i think

3eB '09 ROCK YOUR SOCK !

2009-02-04T20:48:00.002+08:00

I'll post everyth of today tmrw. besok E math test, bopian need study =/

So much to say, but it just couldn't come out.

2009-02-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

Lols, word for th day : Hallelujah ! *cos fitrah dropped her pencil case*

School was okay these few days. (The worse have came) Ohh and i became superbbbb hyper today. Idk what has gone into me. One moment i'm scolding and screaming my lungs out, th next min i was laughing like mad. Must be "sot sot" liao. hahas =.= There was english paper 1 today. Was kinda sian when doing but aft tht i went hyperrr. Lols. You kno what ?! Singapore has a mountain and river rafting is not dangerous, haha yanling uh, pray hard ur paper 2 pass with flyyyyying colors. In other words, gone case. 1 hour for th paper and i spent 20 mins trying to rmbr how to do a draft. Okay, no more tht before i get into depression? ( most likely kisiao) . Maths was not bad. Yea, those super duper many undone homeworks, "not bad, not bad". Was reading nana's story book during geog and social studies. And i have chem hw tht is somewhere in my class, think under table. Sch end, slacked arnd sch. Was talking to Mr Goh, my form cher and bubbles(matthew) and buttercup(nathan) ps, i'm mojo jojo(: and wee kiat. Cute seyh him. Tell him tmrw go S'pore River i want go fishing call him bring fishing rod. He say okay, then think for a while then suddenly stun tio. Lols, another phua chu kang. Except he doesn't have a mole and curly hair. Lame shit. Then find girlfs and slack at street soccer court. How boring. They looking at their *blah blah* and i finding ppl to scold. Should have went home and sleep instead. Watch th nike club training by far. girlfs was doing hw while i listen music and go high. Lols. We dunno do wad drum beat (2eD favieee (: , imissem). Then play baseball with drink bottles and also they started to copy my bimbotic actions.Cool or what ? Lols. BOON EH. (inside joke) See, hyperrrr ! Then went off and saw aidil, shahrul, aliff and one more guy idk his name. Aliff shake hand will tickle ppl's palm eh, tht (no, don't use that F word) super oversized, run and his body wobble and blah blah *i leave you to feel in th blanks, let's see what u think of him. Clue, oversized. * Then we left sch and there was this bangala with a lorry and guess what? We followed aidil and co and went up th back of lorry. =.= haha. eh, they really sent us to one end of th road hor. You tell me how cool was that man, right in front of mrs sue-ann lim doing such bozo things.

( coool yea? Only royal smiled to my camo. Aliff was wearing a bob th builder hat (idk what's it called). Shahrul, momo and whoever th name is, is looking outside th lorry. ) Tell me this is stupid man ! LOLS.

BLEND IN

i dont wear colourful starry hoodies.

or those guitar printed ones.

or anyth bugisvillage-able.

damn, they're everywhere.

them hoodies, i mean.

sooooo common.

i just updated about this because its a sight i always see.

damn, i'm tired.

2009-02-01T10:13:00.001+08:00

Exhaustion after exhaustion, day after day. If time could fly, it would, so i wouldn't feel th tire too much. but, sadly enough, it didn't.

Contradicting days, roller-coaster ride of emotions. I've spent too much time worrying before, i didnt really seize th free moments. Or spend it more effeciently.

And now, im gonna laze for a bit. So damn tired. I'm lazy to even update about life. And its shittiness. no, i must use better vocabulary. Life and its fluctuating emotions and physiques.

Ohh man that sounds wrong.

2009-01-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

I fucking pissed off now. Mom has been starting her naggings since i reach home. Worse still, toothache. *fighting back tears*

I feeeeeeeeeeeeel like getting a punching bag. I wanna punch th hell outta you !!!!!!

fucks.

2009-01-28T20:31:00.002+08:00

Technically i can't say whether i'm in a good mood or not. I've been so pissed tht i practically opposed everyth everyone said today. Maybe its much easier than to put on a fake smile.

I'm on fucking hiatus.

2009-01-28T01:08:00.002+08:00

Asses, okay i'm bored. As in so freaking bored that i think i'm gonna die. D: *scans room* my homework is thrown all over th floor and i have no idea why. hahaha. oh yeah, i was so irritated with my a maths/e maths/english/hmt chinese/chemistry homework until i decided to throw everything on to th floor. OKAY, I HATE HOMEWORK. I HAVE YET STARTED ! *claps claps* yanling uh yanling, tmrw you'll understand what chers are capable of. Fuck. I feel so random here. I feel like eating Mac Nuggets. *dreaming* Almost 2 a.m. now. Great, i'm just gonna slp geog and social studies off. Alrights, bye !

Once again everybody, happy cny !

2009-01-27T10:37:00.002+08:00

booya cutes !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

I know everyone of you sweets gonna share wif me ur angpao money right ?

Oh, come'on.

2009-01-23T19:06:00.003+08:00

Yesahhh ! I just went and cut my hair wif nana and kw. I looooove it asses. Okay, so it isn't short. Just some trimming only. It doesn't matter you, don't bother. went home and slept-eddddd until now. Gonna do my other surveys at tampines l8r on. After that left wif one more at punggol. Guess i'm gonna do tht tmrw. Just trying finish up this month so delia could send me my cheque sooon *jumps in th air * . I'm pretty HIGH today, admit it. Dinner sooooon, byeee suckaz (:

It's not denial,

I'm just selective about th reality i accept.

Anyone sweetos want's to do my homeworks ? *wide eyes*

2009-01-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

Short post here. Sch was pretty boring as usual. Assembly was kinda short and me, nana, carrie, jolyn, keith and nathan (buttercup) was kidding arnd. Okay, so nothing much. Shuying had cramps so couldn't make it to shopping. Well, so join nana and kw to cut hair ! haha. I'm gonna cut shorrrrrrrrt. (:

I'm in love wif Mason Moon.
aww, the cutest baby ever !

More later ! :D

2009-01-21T21:16:00.003+08:00

insomiaaaaaaaaac

it happens as you grow up,

you find out who you are,

and what you want,

and then you find out tht people you've known forever,

dont see things th way you do.

so you keep th wonderful memories,

but find yourself moving on.

how cuter can he get? VERY!

hahaha Mason Moon.

gaaah melting sia.

so CUTE! :

His mom's korean and his dad's canadian.

no wonder so cute.

2009-01-19T19:41:00.004+08:00

I didn't run away, i just stopped caring.

Things which pleases me today :

- Don't need to run 2.4km cos of MC.

- Finished my 4 chem homeworks during that hour.

- spent th whole chem lesson doing SPA.

- NO homework *BEST*

- Learn check yes juliet during guitar.

- No srp tmrw cos hmt.

- got a shopping session wif mama sooooon (:

* HAPPY MOOD *

Last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DESMOND & CHEE CHIN (:

May your dreams come true !

2009-01-16T19:21:00.003+08:00

School was fucking boring.

This are th examples -

This was during maths.

Physics lessons (up & down )

I did try to pay my fullest attention in class though.

Fuck homeworks.

2009-01-14T20:57:00.003+08:00

PEACE , PEOPLE

HOW CAN I EXPECT TO FEEL FINE IN TH MORNING, IF I SLEEP FEELING HORRIBLE?

HOW CAN YOU SAY I WOULD, IF YOU'RE NOT ME?

HOW CAN YOU CONCLUDE, THAT TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER THAN TODAY,

ESPECIALLY SINCE TODAY IS WORST THAN YESTERDAY?

And so sheds another tear.

see, this is why i say today will never be better than yesterday.

And guess what, tomorrow will be worst.

But who cares? I'll worry about tht tomorrow.

What makes you assume it's all okay ?

It's ever those emotional breakdowns. I've been venting all my anger out by typing out these craps. And so i don't see what's th point of reading it. School has been the same, busy i mean. But mostly, stupid. Teachers, homeworks, lessons, everything. Even mornings. You might say what i'm facing right now is stress. But hadn't it been all th same? If those forty students can do it, why can't i ? Probably, b'cos i'm just plain stupid. yes, low self-esteem is back again. Ahh, whtvr ! A big sorry to those i've vented anger on. If whichever words tht came out of my mouth upsets you, then i'm really sorry. Forgive me or not? It's really just up to you. Ohh and is tht all ?

Anti Bitch

2009-01-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

I'm like ohsotired over school these days. I can't believe i'd cry over homeworks. Would ya believe tht too ? NO.

2009-01-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

CCA ORIENTATION '09 !

Met up wif nana at rp in th morning for breakfast. Didn't have my macgriddles cos i was having an urge for hotcakes. Okay, so didn't finish it but it still lasted me till dinner. Headed to sch then. Went to find Ms Neo and then we saw a camouflage Jovan and called him, then made him laugh, then got him scolded. Haha. Next we went to find skk at npcc, then cc at scout. All so boring. So i got th npcc flyer and went to irritate ppl. *WHTVR* End up at th end of th day, i've got three flyers back. One npcc, scout n hockey. lols. Anyw, those flyers became my *fan* of th day ; weather hot ma. Ohh, and i tot tht th all-uniform-grps cheers was superbbbbbb cool. Damn regretted didn't join one during sec one. ohsosad. Waited for all of em to finish their *debrief, packing, face paint removal etc..* Then headed to bbt wif jovan n cc n nana. Th guys eat n eat n eat. Then met up wif dino, weineng n hakeem. Went to hgm and mrt-ed over to plaza sing. Dino n weineng didn't join us cos they dun wanna walk th short distance. Okay, funneh. cc left us, and we four mrt-ed over to PS. Met up wif dino, weineng, agene, nelson, eugene at mrt then went to th red cross hq. Supperbbbb hot can. So we went PS first and got drinks and since i had Cocoa Trees vouchers, went to buy some chocos for th guys. Dunno why we suddenly so kind but those pics of th chocos just seemed to bear nicknames for them. If i still rmbr, we've got a car for nelson, plane for ec, elephant for jovan, sunglasses sunflower for agene, pig for weineng, frog for dino, chicken for cc, fish for chengchuen and tortise for hakeem. Laughs. Then we went to join them to ask for donations. Th guys, esp weineng was holaye funneh seyh. We target angmohs anyw. Smart ryte? Went home wif nana earlier cos she gotta go back. Sat for almost an hour of bus 80 till compass pt ; until my ass ache uh. Went to buy my guitar string. Yes, it snapped again. Fuck.

Why, you say. Well, shit happens.

Presence is more than just being there.

2009-01-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

Do you know how much flu sucks. I totally lost my voice n feel all so weak over. Drop this. Now mom nag, dad also nag. Pissed uh. Cher in sch nag, come home parents nag. Fuck. Sometimes i don't know how i control my temper. I used to shout and shout, then run into my room and lock the door and cry my heart out. After tht, i'll feel a lot more betterNow ? I'd rather keep my mouth shut and let them nag finish. Once they finish nagging, they'll just go back and do other things. okay, a whole lot more of complains.

Still I feel lazy.

I feel lazy and sleepy.

But Im lazy to fall asleep.

2009-01-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

Today was heavy bag day. 10 books ya kno. But i brought back one book anyw. tell me i'm good. Haha. Started off w/ english & it nearly drove me to sleep. BORING! And then it was physics. Th cher ( i forgot his name) told us tht he was a boring tcher and physics is a boring subject. So much for a boring lesson. Then maths, nag nag naggggggg ! Recesse-ed le then SS. Lily lee, funneh luhh her name. She talks alot but i can't hear her. Then EGeo wif NANA ! (: Sat on ec's n jovan's place and i start to litter. Haha. perhaps i'll do tht tmrw again ; since there's a whole hour of lesson. Then chem and do dunno wad experiment. Boring until like siao. Sch ended, waited for nana for her library thingy then headed to bbt then st soccer court. Took pics, slack, talk crap. Then went home wif nana, chee chin n jovan. (:

I told everyone what a fuck you were. Laughs.
say i'm bad ,would ya?

2009-01-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

How's every today ?

School has only one word to desrcibe. TIRING ! First day of lesson, PE. Worst still Mr Low. Took height n weight, then played games. Nothing much. Next is pure chem, tht damn cher took away almost th whole recess time which pissed me off uh. Recess-ed then English. Mdm Goh was "cute". Then Biology and cher showed us a snail. Bought th wrong tb. =.= VE then school ended. Went wif girlfs to hgm then met mom at cp to exchange book, then home-ed. Okay nothing much, bye.

What a crap post.

2009-01-04T14:56:00.003+08:00

A train wreck. thats what i am, and i am what i am.

Finally i've got some time to post. Was kinda enthu for sch reopen but hmm, turns out not really. Spent most of th time in hall. kinda bored. New cher and he's kinda a blur sotong. Aft school as usual, hang-out at bbt. Then home-ed, slept, head to aunt's house for bbq. But due to my fucking toothache, my only meal there was mash potatoes and fruit salad. How pathetic ! Did my chemistry hw. Difficult seyh. End up only do few ques nia. Okay, who cares? I'd just got to go sch tmrw and copy. Enough. Also i'm sorry to hear tht my almost-3-mth cousin passed away in its mommy's stomach. How sad. Maybe it's all fated. Its unchangeable or it isn't?

Those were cute froggies.

2009-01-01T13:34:00.002+08:00

happy

happier

happiest

NEW YEAR !

hopefully in th year ahead, all of us will have a better 2009

ps; most imptly, world peace & lesser violence (:

2008-12-29T15:42:00.002+08:00

I'm addicted. To facebook, to pet society ! Laughs. I would like to thank Agnes. She won't be seeing this. But still, thanks for th job.

Rewind, restart, replay.
HA - HA I DOUBT THT WILL HAPPEN.

After all, your life is already complete.
Complete, oh what a strong word to use.

screw that ice-cream, sweets, chocos. Wait~ chocos time. brb. (:

2008-12-26T18:33:00.004+08:00

Ohh so boring day. How i wished school reopen-ed today, at least there's some cash. I'm BROKE ! Laughs. And it sucks to have boxes and boxes of chocos in th fridge but not able to munch them. Argh ! :( Well, not much. I'm HUNGRY ! =/

I wanna thank everyone with ur christmas greetings.

I wanna thank those who gave me presents.

I wanna thank th secksies for th Build A Bear.

I wanna thank cuz for th Adidas bottle.

& last but not least i would also like to thank those peepos in FB "pet society" tht gives me prezzies. 66 okay?! haha (: How sweeet of em.

ps; Bon Voyage crappo ! tc in Chiang Mai & must come back in one fat peice hor ! (: Laughs.

2008-12-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

may your heart be filled with LOVE and BLESSINGS in th upcoming year !

2008-12-24T17:55:00.003+08:00

If there's still space, guess it's time to move on

hello, hypocritical faces all around me. Came back from th dentist just. There goes my xmas, my chocos, my sweets, my ohsowhatvr ! All th ice-cream fault :( Toothache is shit, smelly shit. Au revoir 4o bucks. =/ Ohh, sch reopen is just arnd th corner. Can't wait ! I'm sooooo tired of rotting at home. Movies & Movies. Yes Man is nice.

bye shitkings (:

To buy th truth, you have to sell a lie. 50 bucks, any ?

2008-12-20T22:42:00.003+08:00

I wasted an hour trying to post pics in th bloody blogger. In th end gave up and invert my attention to facebook. Hell, it's much faster. Mayb next time then post in blog ba. Shucks, i haven't start posting in fb, how sad :( But i ain't no lazy panda :P Ohh and i'm thinking off migrating over to facebook and ditch friendster. Isn't it drama?

To th world you may be one person, to th person you may be th world.

Grrr, it's midnight. & ther's this horny fuck in msn entertaining me. What a MOFO !

2008-12-18T23:36:00.003+08:00

You ain't any shit !

just bullshit.

butthefuck tht my lappy really sucked balls ,

i had to post th pics tmrw. Get it ? Fuck.

It's almost 12 am. pffffft, nights goofballs.

2008-12-17T19:11:00.003+08:00

Okay, so here's it. Really, i miss everything ther ! Th fun was just so superbbbb ! Th children were polite and th place is just th other side of s'pore. And yea, most probably i'll be ther next year. Indeed a very nice trip. (: Even ther's not really alot of time to shop =.= anyw, i'll post a brief one here. I'll try to fight my laziness and upload th pics from cam and post it up. Mayb tmrw, friday ? Andee owes me a 2 thousand over pics & he says he's gonna edit by photoshop-ing em. I'd bet it'll be a whole year or more but he promised by th end of this year. Ahahaha, lets see. Ohh ~ funneh !

Day 1 -

Headed to Changi Airport, dinner-ed then meet up wif cuz and co. Check-in & was kinda lucky cos flights earlier on was cancelled. I think th plane had less than 50 seats occupied tht's why it's so empty. Reach-ed BKK arnd 12 plus am.

Day 2 -

Late night supper then stayed at check-in area. Anyw, we slept just on th floor wif our sleeping bags. Sounds familiar huh? Yea, it's th Thaskin/Somchai VS th Goverment ; th red and yellow. Almost everyone tht walk-ed past either made snide remarks or laugh or some, even both.Then we took 7.20 am flight to Chiang Mai. Shifu, our superb fun and loving " instructor ". He's a monk anyw, but he's only 36 yrs old. Ohh, he's fuck daring also. So he and his nephew, Tep, my super kaki came to fetch us and we went for breakfast. Then we went to th supermarket to get things and stuff for us and th kids there. Aft tht we went over to some garden festival. Ohh and i sat behind th pickup and my hat flew away which left me pouting for almost th whole day. Well, took loaddddds of pics which bout three to four hundred ? Yea, contains jumpshots, drama shots, stupid shots, whatever man ! Ya kno it actually takes one whole day just to tour finish th place ?! So we left ther immediately to Mae Hong Son, which is where th school is located. A good damn SIX hour drive and th road is like this " S " It can't even go straight for 1 minute man ! Poor Andee and Tep took turns seating behind which is soooooo cold. Well, those in front ain't getting any better. Since it was so squeezy, we have to bang on each other HARD whenever ther's a turn. Reach th school aft a 400++km journey, and i didn't sleep a wink. Th road is like soooo narrow and still, it's build for both ways. Just imagine it huh? Worst still, Tep and Shifu driving at 120km/hr. Reach-ed, had dinner, bath th icy water, debrief, sleep.

Day 3

Watch th sunrise. Th kids actually woke up at 5 to cut firewood, do chores, cook etc.. Then had breakfast at 7am then went for their morning assembly. They sing th King's song, School song, buddha song, Country song, etc etc.. which last bout 15 mins. Then we intro ourselves, cuz n co came last year so they kno them. yea, except me. Quite easy on th first day cos we didn't do much. Went to th flea market and shopped. Took a lot of drama pics wif Tep and eat alot also. His treat, hehs. Went back in time for lunch then evening was spent by going to th waterfalls n mountains sight-seeing. Went back for dinner, watch-ed hk drama wif tep and agnes. Debrief, slept.

Day 4

Woke up at 4.30 am to go to th market. Fuck cold, 15 degrees? hell yea. Somemore shifu tell me it's unlike today's weather to be not cold. ohmy. Th market is open 3am-6am everyday. Idk why but th place seemed crowded when i tot we might be th earliest. Nvm, went back, breakfast-ed, did Andee rojak thingy which i swear nvr to eat again cos th sight of it make me puke. We did it for almost a hundred fifty kids.Ain't kidding. Lunch was really such a table of food tht we need 3 tables to make it possible to lay everyth down. taught 5 stones and they were really fast learners. Thankfully they are cos idk how to speak thai. LOL. Aft dinner rested and went to th lake to play. Water freezing cold and my shoe dropped into th lake cos cuz pushed me down. Ended up walking uphill barefooted and stupid tep was laughin like shit. I threw my shoe at him and cuz anyw ! hehs. Shi fu, a naturist took pics w/o our notice and say natural is th best. Lols. But it's cool, i'll do tht if i have a 7k plus nikon cam. Went back, dinner-ed, taught th teachers ther photoshop. Then debrief and slept.

Day 5

Today was somekind of a holiday. Anyw, i shall intro u guys my "SHUAI GE (handsome) series" Hehs. To be continued. Anyw, we played games wif them today. Those ya kno old kind ones, chatek, hopscotch, marbles, planes. I was in-charge of chatek, and shuai ge lao shi (cher) actually came to my booth and play. Hehs, his first attempt and he did 11 kicks. Impressive uh ! Th highest record was by a student wif 22 kicks. Then i started playing th blow balloon on my own. Those with a liquid and u squeeze it on a straw and start blowing. Th rest watched me and i left them two other boxes for them to try out. I blowed an ultra big one & tep and shifu started taking their " inspirational " shots. *DOTS* Then we lunched and assembly was up next. We talked about our lives as a student; me , teacher ; cuz, medi social worker ; agnes. Aft tht we sang karoke wif th kids, and all i can do was la la la ~ by th tune cos idk how to sing. =.= Then we went and did th choco covered cornflakes. niceeee (: rest, tep watch his drama, shifu and agnes and andee went to sightsee, cuz and i played sports wif th kids. Starting off wif soccer, obviously they are good cos is shuai ge lao shi coach one ma. But they are no. 1 in th entire state of mae hong son, which is really impressive. As in so much good uh, shuai ge lao shi can save 3 balls from diff players at once lehhs. Then sepak takraw, i was okay wif it cos i played tht occasionally. Worst was volleyball, even a 7 year old played better than me. Mayb cos they played it everyday, th ball can go from one net to another abt 10 plus times ? Superbb, but aft 1 hr plus of excessive excersising, totally worn out. Went back bathe, head for dinner. Aft dinner watched WALL E. Omg, cutehh ! Gave lolipops, and it took 15 mins to give out. Why ? cos they needa put their hands tgt to thankyou then take th sweet. But still, its being courteous and polite. A kinda behaviour which you'll likely dun find in s'pore. *Whtvr* Tep left today and went back chiang mai cos he needa work. Still, we're meeting him on saturday. Debrief, slept.

Day 6

Last day in th school. We taught th younger kids windmills today. Then we went for lunch then spent th rest of th day in th school. Didn't play sports cos was dead tired. Damn, shuai ge student was playing lorhh. Ass ! Then tonight we had campfire (: A real campfire. Th kids performed for us and we performed for em. Teresa Teng songs. Lols! Then we had bamboo rice and shuai ge student help me peel. Sweeeeeet luhhhh ~ hahahas =.= Then we all crowd arnd th campfire and th kids sang their thai songs. A warm gathering (: Went back and slept.

Day 7

We gave out things to th principal, bid em goodbye and left. Gosh, th journey was bullshit. We went to a village for lunch then went to some cave thingy and sit on th kayak while some body row us into th cave. Th workers have to pull from mornin till 5pm and only their pay was 100 baht, bout 5 bucks sing dollar. How sad was tht. Then we drove to Pai, Chiang Mai. It was really a very long one. Had dinner on streets. And we went for short shopping and bought 3 kong ming deng. Went to camping. It's quite cool when u see at night th sky has so many KMD. Really, it's beautiful. Then an hr drive l8r went to th camp. Ther was this shuai ge police talked to shifu and he looked so cutehh. Even andee says so ! Then we reach ther, th tent was alrd set up for us by th shuai ge army guy. Lols. Bbq-ed then release KMD. Saw shooting stars. Th view was breathless man ! niceeee (: slept at less than 11 degrees =.=

Day 8

Watch th sunrise and cloud bed ! Ohh cool man ! Except i needa wake up at 5 in th morning. Then watch, took pics, jumpshots (: and drove a long ride to some place wher shifu says some monk mediate. Cos it's so early in th morning, ther's mist all arnd. Makes you can't c a thing and makes passengers goes watch out! Then we needa off-road to get ther up and down. Damn, my ass hurt sial. Drove to chiang mai's outskirt for lunch and late breakfast. Then headed to shifu's parents hse. Finally a real bath man! Tep came ! (: Then all of us went for a tour in chiang mai. Th 9 underground temples. Kidded, played. Went back and drive shifu parents wif us for dinner ! Shuai ge brother (shifu's younger bro) book and ordered food for us. Haha, i tell ya , he's hawt! 27 years of age and looks like ang moh ! And his Elvis Presley sideburn is cool. Shopped and went back.

Day 9

Woke up early, Shifu, Tep and Shuai ge bro sent us there. Flew over to bangkok. Th flight was told to be delayed so we checked wif th air asia person. Then we changed our flight. Went to MBK and had lunch and shopped there. Adidas great sale, HOLAYE ! I spent a fucking 7k baht there. Th sales person has to be my trolley. hahas. Then we went back and th ass check-in person told us we might take th next day flight. Went all out and quarrel until they let us on. hahahaha. Ohh and i saw Ali on th check-in. He was in Bangkok for five days wif his family. Then flew back at 9 plus wher it suppose to be 6 plus. Didn't have dinner so ate at th airport. Went home (:

finalllyyyyyy i've finished ! I'm not lazy hor, sumo panda :X hahas. Pics tmrw ! when i feel like uploading. Dang, i'm tired ! night peepos ! (:

2008-12-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

Cape No.7 海角七號

-每個人心中都有一封寄不出的情書, 不管是寄到天涯, 還是... 海角七號

I watched another movie today, AGAIN . This, compared to th one i watched ytd was far much better. As in i'm so gonna watch it again. Van FanYiChen look kinda cute in this one. IT's kinda mixture of dialect, chinese and japnese. So read th subtitles lor ! (: + th way Van played th guitar is so hawtte. Catch it now!

2008-12-15T20:32:00.002+08:00

Say i'm lazy to post. Ahh yes, i'm lazy to post. Slept arnd 4 plus this morning, went to cele nana bday today.Watch a movie, th day th world stood still. 1/5 stars. Waste my 7.50 and 2 hours. Then headed to hg green pool, ljs then home-ed.

I'll post my trip later, w/o pics. Mayb Pics tmrw eyhs. (:

tc ass !

2008-12-06T17:05:00.002+08:00

I wanna thanks all those darlings who wished me a safe flight. You guys made my trip worth yaww ! OMFG, i'm gonna miss ya guys sooooo much. With loads of love and take care !

LOVE YA SWEETS !

back on th 14th Dec (: With souvenirs !

2008-12-05T18:23:00.002+08:00

I'm just soooo addicted to MayDay Parade - I'd Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About. What a loooong title. I'm flying over, th plane not me, to Thailand, Chiang Mai tmrw night. First to Bangkok, then Chiang Mai. Will be going to th school on sunday. Suppose i'll get along well with them since they are almost my age. But i ain't enjoying cos it's plain suffering there. Early mornin will be fuck cold then aftoon fuck hot then night fuck cold. I'm timing my bath currently, trying to make it less than two minutes. Th water there is freezing cold ya kno. Ain't kidding. Hopefully i'll survive th five days in school. Then i'm gonna shop like crayy-zehh (: I've not began my ppt slide and god kno's when will i finish it in time. Not today i guess ; stucked watching X-Family aka 终极一家 :D 2nd time watching but it never fails to make me laugh. A Chord is so so cut-teh ! *gasping for air* =.= Mommy has been nagging whole day long and she made me do milk facials. Hurts sia, but effective tho. I've thot of a purrrr-fat idea. So much tht i can't contain any longer. Will tell it to mama later. I'll just go on blogging and stop when dinner is ready. Famale, i miss you too okay ! Don't have to scream over th phone :D No worries, talking on phones won't make people fall for each other, unlike someone. Glad we're meeting up tmrw! Okay, and i feel random so i'm just getting a topic to fuck my bored out. It's such a common one. Don't bother, i'm very much FINE ! Ain't going down cos i'm veryy high up upon th sky (:

omgihaveaboringlife

When someone lie whenevr he/her says *whtvr*, it does not mean tht ur bucket full of pride tht you've gained for a long time pours out and goes down th drain. And then you'll do foolish acts telling tht someone *whtvr*, *whtvr*, and aft tht you will weep and cry and weep and cry and remisince. Do you ever ask yourself, what do you gain from doing all tht ? Knowing you'll get hurt.

It's like self-mutiliation.

I kno it’s hard. Try looking at life using a different angle, ther's more to it. You’re ain't letting yourself feel better which is why you don’t realise it. Don't let it pull you down fa, start afresh (:

See each day as th morning of th very first day,
Treasure each day as th evening of th very last day.

I'm going off to thailand till th 14 dec, so miss me cut-tehhs (:

everything's changing, and you're fucken dated.

2008-12-04T21:50:00.002+08:00

Cute right ? my monyet007

i'm back into neopets.

met up with cuz and went over to airport. Confm our flight and chill at T3. *gasp* Finally i'm going to BKK. Okay, so unexpectedly saw famale (farel akmal) and went HIGH ^^ Laughs. Th first thing i did was to give a bear hug and i could swear his family saw it. Laughs =/ Late lunch at popeye and home-ed. It's almost eleven and i wanna sleep but still, i'm left with many things undone. My bag ain't pack and ppt slide not done. A ten-min slide and i was like fuck. I'm in love with all time low and mayday parade. Ohh, i watch-ed don't forget the lyrics and i fell for this song, I Will Survive by Gloria Gaynor. Some 70's song which is soooooo old ~

I Will Survive - Gloria Gaynor

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Ps; Th women left with fifteen thousand. She didn't complete this song though.

2008-12-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

ITS WAR AGAINTS MOSQUITOES !

ahhhhhhhhh ! ~

2008-12-03T23:02:00.006+08:00

I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK I DON'T GIVE A FUCK

get a life man.

Quiz from nana,

Rules below must be followed:

Each blogger has to post this rules.
Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, their ten things and post these rules. You need to choose ten people to get tagged and choose their names.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and to read your blog.

Okay,

Firstly. I Laugh

Secondly. I Smile

Thirdly. I Frown

Fourthly. I Cry

Fiftly. I Shout

Sixthly. I Hate

Seventhly. I Dream

Eightly. I Scream

Ninthly. I Love

Tenthly. I'm YANLING ;D

; People 1 to 10 - anybody (:

I stepped on a snail today and i'm feeling guilty =X

2008-12-02T12:19:00.003+08:00

Apparently using photoshop, neopets, acoustics, uploading of songs = NO LIFE NO LIFE NO LIFE ! :D Ohh, and i change my blog song cos' Boys Like Girls - Let Go plays extremely well acoustic which makes me fall head over heels. Ouch

okay, figured out some nice artises here.

All Time Low, MayDay Parade (i just fell for this), Valencia, We The Kings, Owl City.

Yesterday was AIDS DAY

Lets thank god towards th fact tht we didn't inherit such diseases,
neither did we suffer from them. It is appreciation that is needed in this world.

2008-12-01T18:02:00.002+08:00

Mommy, can i own a pet FROG ?

Perhaps it might turn into a PRINCE later :D

And to all , I'm OKAY ! My post is just erm, randommm.

No worries (:

Time awaits for no one

2008-11-29T22:48:00.005+08:00

These children learn from cigarette burns, fast cars, fast women, and cheap drinks.

I would never let some idiot let my world crash down rapidly like it has no fucking balance.

Fuck you, fuckin fucker :D

AIN'T YOUR TOY BABY.

2008-11-28T18:21:00.005+08:00

\m/ means Rock On (:

I couldn't tell you why she felt tht way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make th same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.

Tht's where she lies, broken inside.

Wif no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over th place.

Be strong.

2008-11-27T21:56:00.006+08:00

Aite , Summary

- I am very straight forward so I will tag my name cos I'm not some coward who's such a geezer to not be honest of who he/she is . And if I have issues wif you I would tell you. So whoever you are, I think you're trying too hard. Seriously. Ohh, you better pray hard tht i'm lazy to check th ip address. It's plain easy to find out who you're anyw.

- I'm having a flu break-out.

- I just gone crayy-zehh over ACOUSTICS.

- ther's one cockroach in th kitchen. Originally it had four siblings, they died. Now its alone. They came from onion packaging.

- Facebook and my new fren Desmond kept me accp this aftnoon and i'm greatful.

- Desmond told me a joke. " Let's say an ant has 6 legs. Then when ant walked pass th cow shit, th ant got how many leg? 4, cos th shit too smelly. So th ant use two leg to cover th nose and walk away. =.=

- I like my blog song (:

- FAFA I NEED YOU HERE. YOU SHITHOLE ! :D

- I like juices

- I miss secksys

- I miss girlfs and 2eD :(

- Most impt-ly, i had an apple today !

Head over heals. I fall for you.

2008-11-27T12:49:00.004+08:00

★ ★ ★ ☆☆

One more star cos Daniel Craig is hawttt ! He's ocean blueee eyes. * in my dreams * Yea, not bad a movie. Catch it yaww (:

Bond , James Bond

2008-11-25T21:40:00.002+08:00

[CRAZY] yea, i just turn it UPSIDE DOWN !

No one cares no one likes to share... I guess life's unfair...

What a riot. A big fight is going on and i'm confused.
Very confused.
Is everybody going crazy? Anybody, please tell me.
What is going on? Someth is wrong.
What's th big fight about? Th big fight is inside.
Everyone is fighting inside them, killing themselves
for will and money.
Money?
Tht's our first priority?
Everyone is too busy to notice things. Too busy to realise
tht things are going upside down.
I guess things are not how they used to be.
No normal families. Parents act like enemies.
Kids feel like it's world war three.
It has begun in our hearts.
Because people nowadays fight not for the love,
but for the ownership.
Money. Yeah its good to have some. But enough is enough.
Why not donate some if ther is a lot?
Have you forgotten th kids by the streets, hungry.
And poor.
Some people needs aid for survival. Like th tsunami victims.
They need help. And th whole world contributes to help.
But why only when disasters?
Shouldn't we help in every single moment of our lifetime?
Maybe we are too busy, once again.
But WHY NOT be free? What's wif th rush?
Will you die tomorrow?
Well if you do, thts th end.
Ther's no change to it.
Do th best you can to help.
But do we have the time?
Y E S

smiles.

pardon me, i'm boreddd ! you kno wad ? Get a life, dumfucks. If you realllly need me, i'd be hiding in th cupboard. ther are monsters out here tht wants to eat me, and i don't wanna die in a stomach. ther's slime in ther tht makes me into tiny pieces and i dont wanna be tiny pieces. Quando Quando Quando

...

2008-11-25T18:13:00.002+08:00

Supposedly here i am now posting about things that happened a century ago.

Okay, i woke up at 11 plus ytd. Bought my books and had itchy-bun (ichiban) for lunch. Then headed to Clarke Quay and met-up with cousiee and fren to sing kay-tee-vee. Party World at Liang Court. Th place is like fuck cold and for mofo sake, i'm freezing. Aft four hours of pathetic singing, went downstairs for dinner in a japnese restraunt. ( jap food again ) So at 8 plus, they left. While i, patheticly went over to th cafe tht my FAFA was working at in Clarke Quay. I WAITED FOR ALMOST AN HOUR. Thought of heading over to Bugis but since it was kinda late, so skip tht idea. Aft loaddds of thinking, we decide to chill at th bridge. Had some Hokkaido Ice-Cream. (Fuck, Jap again) But since Fafa is treating, i'd better give him some face. Lols. But damn, its niceeeee (: Then we talkedddd for like so long and watched some cooooool people playing acoustics. Home-ed at 11 plus. So this morning mom's workplace th dunno what Plant shutdown and she doesn't have to work, so pathetic me accp her to massage at pan-pacific. Okay, stupid. And so, lunch-ed at Gloria Jean's cafe. Then headed home. Ohh, and i got mocha frappe today from starbucks (: It's coffee day ! Awesomeeeee baybehh !!!! Pics next time.

I'M SELLING MY X-BOX AT 350++ , INTERESTED ? LET ME KNOW ! GAMES INCLUDED.

You, Male Whore! *smirks*

I'll post later, Simple Plan is driving me CRAZY !

2008-11-23T23:32:00.005+08:00

I compose-ed my very first lyrics. *claps claps*

Titled : Life's Unfair (okay, idk why)

some people say that freedom will come one day

waited fourteen years and im still stuck today

some people say tht love will find us one day

but i think tht's just a fairytale we've read in those days.

so much for freedom, look at us, trapped by our own rule

so much for love, look at us, we're all alone.

some people say tht, life comes arnd goes arnd
but i refuse to believe cos my feet are planted on th ground

so much for a change, look at us, aren't we th same ?

so much for life, look at us, we're all dead

i say, let's all stop pretending that life's perfect

Ya kno th means to survive,

why not just let th truth show?

no point to hide it cos everyone feels it

we'll say that hope is everywhere

so let's all keep hoping and,

maybe one day,

we will get ther.

How's it ?

Ahh yes, i'm putting th lyrics up to get me to sleep. But i don't see any effectiveness, fuck. I see why anyw, too much sleep. Okay, i'm not in th mood to talk much. Ain't not cheered. *whtvr* I'm bored here anyw, so BYE !

Shit ya, you MOFO !

2008-11-23T13:07:00.000+08:00

SAID

THAT

DON'T

NEED

YOU

BUT

I'M

LIAR

SWEAR

2008-11-21T19:00:00.003+08:00

life's like a big nothing with lotsa smiles and confusion.

So mama, cheer up yaww ! (:

wher th heck is my bubbly bestiee ?!?!

My shoulders are all ache from playing th Wii tennis. Damn. But i loveee my character yaww. Pics next time. I'll try to finish this post asap cos i wanna watch tv.

Ohh anyw, imma officially married today. To a 19 or is it 20 year old man. I dont know his age. He told me he wants me to be his wife because he can't cook. So i told him under one condition;
i want 6 babies.
and he
is the one who gives birth.

Sweet eyh? He agreed.

2008-11-20T21:52:00.003+08:00

I am looking for perfection, i am striving for perfection. Two perfect people must live a goddamn perfect life. Too bad perfect it's just a word and a word only.

Ohh yes,
I WILL SLEEP A HAPPY LADY/GIRL/ALMOST-WOMAN/PERSON tonight!
yes folks! i shall!

heartfelts babeyh <3

THERE'S NO LOVE !

only superherosxz

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.

DUMBASS;

PEACE-out!

2008-11-19T22:32:00.002+08:00

a compilation of

complicated situations &

stringing catastrophes of emotions, thoughts & indifference.

I can only be human.

Live it, Love it ! Monday blues, tuesday yellows, wednesday greens. & i saw th cutest shit on earth ! Give me $50 and i'll show ya. Deal ? I feel empty. *it's empty, maybe we're tryingggg, trying tooooo harddd. Mayb we're torn aparttt, mayb th timingggg, its beatin our hearts. We're emptaye * Ohh and some guy told me i looked malaysian. ROFLMAO ! Okay, i want to conquer th WII tmrw ! Another thing, i'm getting overly excited on what i'm wearing on CNY. TOO SOON OR WHAT ?!?! ; it's no even christmas yet. =.=

mag, magnis, magnif, magnificent !

with loadddds of ♥ & i miss seksys !

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.

DUMBASS;

PEACE-out!

2008-11-18T22:26:00.003+08:00

I screwed my hair just now using mommy's mousse :D It looks so OMFGszxs.
Fuck.I kno i looked shittaye.

Anyway, i'm lazy to edit so yea, big deal.

My hair is kinda fuck-uped now, which drives me to fuck. Y'kno wad? Next time i go out, i'll do this to my hair so IMH can invite me to their exclusive suite(: Now only to get my colourful bands. Anyw, i'm thankful for this particular someone which still is willing to talk to me. After so much tht happened. Well, i don't want to expect much. Yes, i don't want to lose any more friends.
It ain't worth, really. What's enough is ENOUGH. Thank you (:

pee/ass : i'm can't stop camwhoring ! & Doing craps to my hair =/

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-18T15:07:00.006+08:00

I'm so called engaged, to someone i promised i'd never let go. And i won't. When i'm eighteen he says he'd get me a till-i'm-21 ring. Then at 21 he'd get me a till-i-graduate ring. From university that is, if possible. Then it'd be a till-we're-dead ring. That means married.

Ahh keep dreaming yanling. 14, enjoy life. I feel lame, don't ya too?

=) enjoyingg.

you see, my random-crazyness is coming again. I kinda missed everyone ryte now. I only caught 6 hours of sleep and woke up at 10 am. Camwhored while listening to music :D Nice combination, i tell you. I'm gonna bathe soon then do fuck wanders to my hair. Then visit cousiie at hospi. I think she's okay. Mayb?

Th people we love are th people we hurt.
Then i shan't love you.

I'll update again l8r seckys (:

2008-11-18T12:56:00.004+08:00

Firstly, happy birthday mama ! (: ily/imy SM !

Secondly, i'm boredddd !

Thirdly, i'm editing pictures.

Fourthly, i'm gonna style my hair to make it short. (as in keep my hair to th back) But idk how to. I guess it's better to cut it.

Fifthly, my fucking guitar string snapped again which resulted tht i need a new string.

Sixthly, i'm missing all my secksy bitches. Really

seventhly, i told daddy n mommy i want to keep a pet frog. It's cutaye !

eighthly, i having a flu. fuck

ninthly, i love my blog song. Do you?

Last but not least, Tenthly, i'm gonna buy lunch now & i'd better get going before daddy died of hunger.

More later secksies !

2008-11-17T22:38:00.006+08:00

You'd wish ya never ever kno me at all.

I'm happy cos i've got to sleep & sleep for th whole day. And i'm dying to cut my hair. Really. And i found a dress in my wardrobe tht i have not wore it for four years. It fits perfectly now. I want more dresses. I want more tubes. I want more tanktops. I want to shop. Anyw, TSY say's she can't read my post, so i'm gonna large it. And girl, imy eyh (:

so, so tempted.

twisted words+opinions=no resolution

breathe yanling breathe, breathe deep. hold your breath

give it

20 19 18 17 16 15 14 13 12 11

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

let it out

let it all out

so much that theres no more air inside

feel the emptiness

wait

hold it there

restrain from inhaling

hold it

let it hurt

let it blurr

let it burn...

okay, inhale, exhale.

feel the joy?

oh yes.

Did the stress go?

oh nope.

it didnt work?

oh was it supposed to? nope.

Th conver is very funneh. Idk what they wanna say. Finally when i kno, i tell you. It's funneh.

pics,

darling rauda ! I love her eyes (: ^

vehicle pass ^

foxtrot area ^

my energy savior of th day. honoured anot nana? ^

th field ^

Lionel lewis (17), he's hot !

Somemore next time.

Bye lovelies

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.

DUMBASS;

PEACE-out!

unmag. unmagnif. unglam. UN-YANLING

2008-11-16T21:29:00.003+08:00

I'm so gonna post a long post of randomness. I wanna get a pet soon, real soon. okay, random-crazyness starting soon.

Every relationship there is three sections of it, responsibility, tolerance and love. Though it sounds mainly simple, it is not. Fuck Love and it's wanders.

[Me, i'm self.]

//Dear self, so well, you will be the friend for th aching loneliness i will go through the rest of this holiday. But self, its okay, i have u. I am lonely self. I'm just on th same dead end road of self-destruction. Self i will write on u till my hand aches as much as my brain. Y'kno, you've changed a lot self. In a good way which is bad for you. You're punishing yourself too much. Well at least you're still alive on the outside. Self, you pretend too much. You can't paste that face on you forever. You're wilting inside, i know but you have to tell somebody you know? Wait why am i talking like this? So cool.

y'kno wad, i like talking to myself. I'm nuts, i'm a hazelnut :D

I miss having another half but i'm just too tired of getting sorrowness over again. It's just a fear, againts love.

It's just so unmag. unmagnif. unglam. UN-YANLING

sweet beginnings, bitter endings. NO-NO, sweet beginnings, sweeter endings.

pee/ass: i promise i'll post th pics tmrw. Really. I'm too tired, tired of being what's tht left of me.

Okay, && lastly i wanna say a superbbly big sorry to my "bros". I'm sorry i couldn't join in th conver wif all of you guys, next time okay ? And Agene, bon voyage. Sorry couldn't talk to you just before ur trip eyh. Rmb, go one peice, come back must also one peice horhh ! And to th rest, we'll talk real soon ! I promise aites.

good fuckingwatever people :D

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-16T13:02:00.001+08:00

Darling FOXTROT Babaye !

Struggled harddd to wake up ytd. Cos was having confer wif bros&&sis-s. And agene sis came into th conver and scolded skk ! Laughs. She's holayeeee cuttaye ! Her name is Amelissa, i guess. Then we talked bout next cliques outing, WILD WILD WET :D Can't wait eyhs ! (: Yea, so i went to watch survivor and said i'll call back l8r. In th end, i didn't. So blahh blahh. Now i believe i must look-out, cos th guys kind-off pissed tht i didn't wanna talk to them. Helloooo, i'm th only girl lehhs. Somemore they talk till so horny then still sing song. Step cute bodoh.

&&& I went Police Academy for soccer comp ytd :D

Y'kno how fuck was it to play soccer wif police officers? Screw :X Ther were 5 female teams. Us (FOXTROT<3),Delta div, K9 ( those who train police dogs), Tracom(training command police officers) , traffic police. Kinda shiatt though. Field is darn muddy. We were playing 6-a-side which is like superbbb tiring uh. But we've got world class goalkeeper ! My darling anis :D She's blarddy damn good uh ! A mother okay ?!?! of dunno how many. But i love th manager most ! Even tho she can't play cos of her arm surgery, she came to support and guide us. Funny tho, cos instead of defend, she shout cover. Like police uh. Lame. && ther's under-14 soccer also. They were like th future of s'pore. Pro until sooooooo cutaye ! Last but not least, I saw Lionel Lewis :D Fuck tall okay ! He's playing for th home-united team againts s'pore police force. But this time he was playing as th striker. Anyw, won third cos of draw w/ tracom. 200 + bags. Tracom was first, followed by last year champ delta. Kinda shock tht delta didn't win cos they have national players. Third was Foxtrot & 4th was k9. Buffet-ed and went over cousiee fren's house. Hmm, until 10 like tht then came home. Was trying hard to post ytd but cos of th whole bunch of idiots talking in msn, i can't finish. & now, idk wth happen to blogger. So pics later & 'll show ya lionel lewis sexaye socks (:

&&& I'm saving money to buy macdonald's happy meal cos they're offering Madagascar toys.
I want th lil mousey !

2008-11-15T23:36:00.004+08:00

It's 23:41 !

Darling FOXTROT Babaye !

I'll post th rest tmrw. Fuck tired, and i'm in love w/ SOCCER !

I live for this, I live for you.
Time is running really fast, and before y'kno it, 2009 would be right before you.
I am in between th fact of stopping time or dragging it. I just wish, life would get better for me.
Right here, right now.

This is my life - AC-HOC !

Pee / ass : whtvr u see in skk blog post is not true at all. Esp i put my head in his shoulder. Tht one damn nonsense. Is he pull my head here n ther one. I'm I-N-N-O-C-E-N-T ! Screw him for talking this crap man. & demo ?!?! it didn't happen okay ?!

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

fuck dilemmas and its effects, fuck love and its wafting wonder.

shove a whopping gun at my empty head; please do th honour.

right, so do i go right where it's all gonna blossom and bloom.
or left where it will be th same road ive always known and love.

right: born to blossom, but bloom only to perish.
left: its time for a change too.

you decide.
imma leave ya wif this 'kiss'.
*SMACK*

Lyrics.

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快

Eng,

Only piano is left here and it spent a whole day talking with me. The cello that's been sleeping is silent and worn. I think you have made it very clear (for me) to understand. I am aware
and know too that there is no reluctance in you

You said that you will feel completely broken-heart too, but i don't believe it. Though i used to hold your hands and you spent time
with me, it was all history.

I really hope that he really loves you more than i ( still) do, only then can i force myself to leave you

Reff:

You want a farewell, but i simply do not want to end this relationship. Why do you expect me to be smiling and pretend like nothing
has happened? I don't have a talent like this, embracing you and accepting him. Don't worry too much about me, I'll survive and live well.

You are very far away from me now, and i will also slowly walk away (from your life). Why do i even let you to choose how and when we break up ?
I really have no talent , I can't soothe (be in silence) that quick. I will learn to give you up and that is because I love you so.

Blardyy niceeee (: Sad though.

2008-11-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

It's 21:57 !

I can't believe i cried watching AnJing ( QUIET ) by Jay Chou vid. It's so sad y'kno. & th lyrics were real meaningful. I'll post it later. (:

I woke up mofo early today. So went to rp to meet-up wif nana. Then we bus-ed over to hgm. Ohhh, and i wanna buy th colourful bands to match my cardigan. But The Bluez wasn't opened :( Disappointed seyh. And i also wanna buy colourful rubberbands to tie plaits to match those bands. Sadly i forgot bout it so nothing came out in th end :( Met-up wif kw, yyj and jovan and we slack arnd hgm for like an hour then th guys come. Our very nice plan were ruin by them :( And th skk still go kek sai y'kno. He should be greatful we didn't pangseyh him in th toilet. So th guys came, bus-ed over and camwhoredddd :D Anyw, we talked bout christmas and new year. Christmas we gonna change pressies and they were talking bout santa. CNY we going to houses bai nian. Then get ang pao && girlfs are gonna wear dresses (: Reached whitesands and suprisingly saw TSY ! Mofoszxsz ! Ultimate plan ruin :( Which is pathetic-ly screwed up. So we went to play arcade instead :D I had fun disturbing people ! Tht's my job babaye ! :D Then went over to ehub and decided to watch movie (: Th Coffin =X So while waiting for them to pay, me nana n kw and one alternate jovan,ag,yyj sang wif us ! * Triple smilees * We called agene to join campus super star next year ! I won't vote for him though :O So headed to subway, bought cold cut trio, my all time faveeee ! Then went back to theatre. We sat like this. Sit 1 - 8 ! 1- agene , 2- ec, 3- sy, 4- skk, 5- me, 6- jovan, 7- berina, 8- kw. Ahahhaahaha i'm beside skk ! He's an idiot ! mofo idiot ! He heard loud noises and anyhow hooooot me then i squeeeze his hand until idk. Then he pull my head here n ther & *we* demo to jovan someth-s. Laughs. I could rate th movie 2/5 cos i didn't watch most of it cos of those disturbing peeps arnd. But i learnt someth from th movie ; Karma, whether you want it or not. Aft th show then went to meetup with co and they went cycling and th rest went back. Kinda borrang but still okay (: I'm going to kick soccer tmrw :D Laughs ! They say i was th ball, asses. Okay, i'm confer w/ co and my hand is damn suan so i'll post it short. They talked alot, Crap, i meant. Esp skk n jovan. I rather talk to nana. But she's going off soon.

So let th pics talk eyh? At least it ain't crap.

Liu Lian Bang !

My durian darlings (: ^

Lovelies :D ^

Qing Ai De 's ^

More next time, cos skk never sent me.

pee / ass : those 1 min 23 secs (: , Love .

Screw Ya , dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out !

2008-11-13T22:47:00.003+08:00

It's 22:55 !

Unconditional Love.

I went to sch today. Mofo sake, i was late. ( I'm always late anyway ) For 40 mins =X Was thinking of cab-ing to sch but since i'm late for so long, does it matter if i'm later ? At least save-ed my cab fare. Went to library and talk-ed to Mrs Ho. I didn't kno it was here and i mistook her for Mrs Khoo. Hell me yea ? So, she talk-ed and talk-ed. Sad Sake baby ! One ear go in, th other went out :D She said someth tht makes my face went tomato red . Duhhhhh ! Aft an hour of crap, she finallly and i said FINALLLY released me. Went back and since no one's at home and i'm bored, decided to walk th whole of rivervale plaza by myself. Damn, i really love th all alone feeling. Th cold wind blowing againts your skin, with no worries and all tht. Went aunt house and slept. Laughs. Helllooooo ~ i woke up at 11am okay ?!?! Pig ! Nothing much. Came home just and i'm here now, rotting in front of lappy.
Ohh i can't wait for madagascar escape 2 africa tmrw !

I wanna give an extra hug to my love ones telling how much i love them.

Ugly Betty is hawtt ! *really*

Screw Ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

It's 23:03 !

Blogger really screw me up, it sucks big time !

Changed blog song again. Nice ?

I'm mofo sick, Fuck.

2008-11-12T21:31:00.006+08:00

It's 21:35 !

Maybe it meant a lot to you. I don't kno. Cherish it. Love (:

Came back from wedding dinner ytd. Did i told you i was wearing a dress ? i did ? Fuck. Anyw, i saw maverick sch mate. Shock th ass out seyh =/ Lazy to post th pics, my battery died on me(: Idk i can make it for sch tmrw. Mrs Khoo called me and say she wanna talk to me, at hell 11am. Hopefully it ain't anyth bad =X

so, as i bite on my lower lip and take another breather, i realise i'm not up for it. wait, no, i lied. i tend to lie to myself fo' these kinda cases. sorry, idk what i'm typing. i'm getting rougher and rougher round th edges, like sharpening a pencil but only making it into a wooden knife. omfg ! SEE?! i'm going nuts. and i HATE nuts. except hazel. hazel is very.... brownish.

Words cannot describe th way you made me feel, I'm thinking of you.

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-11T13:11:00.002+08:00

It's 13:30 !

I'll post now since i'm available. Okay, didn't catch a wink since ytd. Tiredddd =/ Instead. played cards plus all those *blahhblahh shit games*. Prepared for th morning. Cousin and i bullied aunt and we acted two roles. First, we'll use my hse phone to call her hp. Then cousin will bring it to her and tell her tht her colleague called. While doing it, i'll pretend to be th colleague and asked her why she isn't present for work. In the end, aunt just said hello and then a shuddup luhh. She knew it was me, lame. Okay, so aft playing tht, we continued on bullying other peeps. Lameeeee ! :D Doubt tht i'll be able to post tonight so pic tmrw yaww !
Ohh, and i'm wearing a dress tonight, Fuck.

It's takes alot of courage to start a new _________.

So long, farewell ! :D

w/ loadds of loveeees &&& misses <3

Screw ya dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-11T02:28:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep tonight. Fuckaye ! My entire family came over and i've gotta do entertaining. Ahahaha. I wanna slp :( tired =/

& misses

2008-11-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

Check Out My Hair ! ^

Firstly, i'm feeling lethargic. Th hair, It looks shittaye ! Outrageous. Well, snap my fringe only. I couldn't bear to do th same for my locks. It was cut by a sissy anyway, and he looks gay. Fuck.

Secondly, i just change my blogskin. I kno its goddamn ugly, so just bear wif it while i find another.

Thirdly, Cousin's wedding is just tmrw and it's gonna be held at my house. Cousins and co staying over ! Cool :D I'm busy.

Lastly, I wanna watch Madagascar 2!

pee / ass : "You do ten things in life. 9 out of 10 are good. But just because of one mistake, they tend to forget all of your 9."

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-09T22:55:00.001+08:00

Can you believe just how bored am i ? 2nd post. Okay, so i've got some hilarious vids here. Don't faint from watching though :D I'm happy single (:

["right click" on vid then "show all" ]

Boy Britney.

Bon Qui Qui at King Burger. (This is fuck funnaye ! )

White Chicks. (ohh, and i love th part where one of them says " your mother is old tht her breast milk becomes milk powder or whatsoever. )

Yea, more next time.

Ohh, love

2008-11-09T12:19:00.003+08:00

I think 90's love songs are romantic !

It's Tour arnd s'pore ytd again. In fact i went sooooo many places ,tht i'm just dead tired. Okay, so met cousin arnd 3 plus pm and went Marina Barrage. It's like cooool :D But th weather is darn hot. And th gallery is niceee (: Crap, i know. Spent kinda long time there and headed to th flyer. Boreddd ! My 2nd timeee, so not really enthusiastic. Aft tht went for dinner at popeye's. Then headed to Keppel Bay. If i'm not wrong, it's a man-made island. And i saw a froggyy ther :D Lame. Drove to mt. Faber and went Jewel Box. The place is like a clubbing area. Ohh, and i got on th cable car :D wif two idiots. Laughs. But we got back J.Box just in time for th snow (: It's just foam, really. Then had mocktail, and watch th musical and headed to clementi to collect someth. Went home, accp dad to watch soccer at 1 plus am. Liverpool vs West Brom. Obv liverpool won, 3-0. A boring one. Slept arnd 4 and woke up kinda early today i guess. Anyway, i'm gonna continue catching my beauty sleep =/ Pictures Later !

Good things take time, Great things happen all at once.

Love Remains The Same - Gavin Rossdale

(best aft blog song :D )

A thousand times I've seen you standing
Gravity like lunar landing
You make me want to run till' I find you
I shut the world away from here
I drift to you, you're all I hear
As everything we know fades to black

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

I find a place where we escape
Take you with me for the space
The city buzz sounds just like a fridge
I walk the streets through seven bars
I have to find just where you are
The faces seem to blur
They're all the same

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same

So much more to say
So much to be done
Don't you trick me out
We shall overcome
It's all left still to play

We should've had the sun
Could have been inside
Instead we're over here

Half the time the world is ending
Truth is I am done pretending
Too much time too long defending
You and I are done pretending

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
Love remains the same

Nice ryte? Laughs.
I'm addicted to it.

Screw Ya, dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!

2008-11-07T21:39:00.002+08:00

Bonjour !

Only one word to describe today, FUN !

Ohh and this post will be superb long, i believe. I just had a tour arnd s'pore uh, w/ this 'erhmm' bunch of darling tourguides. Laughs. But i love them ! Thanks for giving me such a wonderful today ! <3 Merci. (that's thankyou in french.)

Okay, I woke up unexpectedly early today. A short notice on meeting up. So kinda rush still. But realising it was 8am so went back and slp till 9am. Prepared and left home and lrt-ed over to cp to find nana. Slowly, cc came followed by jovan. Then all of us wait and waited for superRED to come. Weineng couldn't make it so yea, too bad :( Kinda dissapointed. Y'kno how much fun we have wif him arnd. So i treated em to my choco covered cornflakes and only jovan and nana *wee-woo-weet* tried. They say it was nice, lol, knew it ! Okay, bhb. Then went and 27-ed to ikea. It was early so th lights didn't switch on fully. But even so, it's superb cool. Then we went to th toys corner and played wif th toys. Ther's this mask which is supppper cutaye ! Well, nothing much to see anyway, so th guys and nana bought drinks while i eat my ice-cream :D Ohh, and they were being idiots. They were like surprised to know tht th drink is refillable and went on drinkin and refilling. Haha, so we met nel outside ikea and bus-ed over to tamp mall. And you see, went those boys met, they will be talking about ~ CS 1.6. They wanted us to be specific so we added th 1.6, lols. Then we did a tour arnd tamp mall for lunch. So we crossed out pizza hut and seoul garden for its price, long john silver and pastamania for its queue. So we went basement and had mos burger instead. Jovan said he would treat us to crystal jade though. Haha, remember horhh Big Papa ! Th guys, as usual, made fun of th menu. A noisy bunch eyh. But th food was like so long luhh and we were so gonna faint from hunger. We've got takeaways and went to th rooftop. A big area and we sat right in th middle of th place, not mentioning tht we were th only ones. Started on lunch and as usual, like i said, they were making so much noise. But it's damn funny uh seyh. Aft lunch-ing, we mrt-ed over to bugis while th guys went peninsula to buy their skinnys. As usual, again, th guys were doing their very lame talkings. They were making fun of those mrt stations in a horny way uh. superRED, am i ryte ? And ther's this African i think, they were making fun at him. Anyway, it was superbb pack and so stupid papa said, "tell em you're a friend of Obama, they will open a space for you to walk". I nearly smash-ed his ass. So nel, nana, me went bugis first and i'm pretty sure nel is superbb bored uh sia. This is wad happens when you follow girls to shopped. Esp, nana and i. Laughs. Okay, i'm just exaggerating. So, dun be afraid guys, esp rich ones. I'm in need of money, tooooo shopppp ! We ended up in Kinokuniya instead. Me and nana started reading language books. And we learned french and german and italian and malay and thai. But it's like superbb funny uhh. Then th guys called up to demand where were we. Okay, i didn't know they can shop so fast. As in, an hour and they were done? Including those transport and whatsoever. And somemore cc bought a formal-tee while agene bought another blue skinny. It's so blue seyh, laughs. So met up wif th guys but we had a hard time finding each other though. Met Ayuni and her boyf, say hi to each other. Then we went Bugis st. and window-shopped. As in we really walk-ed man ! My leg were aching ! Laughs. Bus-ed back, and were taking loaddies of pics and we sang Eternal Flame. Niceee (: Nelson left. Went back hgm and chilled ther. And another pathetic thang was agene is afraid of cc. Oh-My, Laugh Out Loud. They were like a niusance. Played arcade and our usual game, photo hunt. We were really getting more pro in tht. Watch ppl played racing car. Then grab a bite and went back. Ohh, and tht stupid papa pulled my cap and doesn't let me alight from 136. Darn paiseyh sial. And th doors just slam on my face. Screw papa, you'll get ur revenge. Laughs, c him "Sleeping Beauty". AHAHAHAHAHA (: Went back.

Brothers && Sisters WanSui ! <3

Words tht can't be describe, but pictures will !

QingAiDe(s) ^

Brother(s) ^

Retard(s) ^

Nana sexy lips yaww ! ^

She's my boyf of th day ! (: ^

GreyScale ^

Let's see what they are doing. ^

Candid, they were a nice background ! ^

Those asses made my day ! ^

With loves <3 ! ^

Lastly, Sleeping Papa ! ^

Okay, done here (:

pee / ass : I got a new boyf, He's called Jimmy Neutron.

Screw ya , dudes && dudettes (:

Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!