I'm so gonna post a long post of randomness. I wanna get a pet soon, real soon. okay, random-crazyness starting soon.

Every relationship there is three sections of it, responsibility, tolerance and love. Though it sounds mainly simple, it is not. Fuck Love and it's wanders.

[Me, i'm self.]

//Dear self, so well, you will be the friend for th aching loneliness i will go through the rest of this holiday. But self, its okay, i have u. I am lonely self. I'm just on th same dead end road of self-destruction. Self i will write on u till my hand aches as much as my brain. Y'kno, you've changed a lot self. In a good way which is bad for you. You're punishing yourself too much. Well at least you're still alive on the outside. Self, you pretend too much. You can't paste that face on you forever. You're wilting inside, i know but you have to tell somebody you know? Wait why am i talking like this? So cool.

y'kno wad, i like talking to myself. I'm nuts, i'm a hazelnut :D

I miss having another half but i'm just too tired of getting sorrowness over again. It's just a fear, againts love.

It's just so unmag. unmagnif. unglam. UN-YANLING

sweet beginnings, bitter endings. NO-NO, sweet beginnings, sweeter endings.


pee/ass: i promise i'll post th pics tmrw. Really. I'm too tired, tired of being what's tht left of me.

Okay, && lastly i wanna say a superbbly big sorry to my "bros". I'm sorry i couldn't join in th conver wif all of you guys, next time okay ? And Agene, bon voyage. Sorry couldn't talk to you just before ur trip eyh. Rmb, go one peice, come back must also one peice horhh ! And to th rest, we'll talk real soon ! I promise aites.


good fuckingwatever people :D

Screw ya, dudes && dudettes (:


Yanling.
DUMBASS;
PEACE-out!